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random rambling that i needed to get out
im sorta starting to wonder what it would have been like if things didnt go wrong and if we still worked out, it kinda sucks because now that i think about it…you met me at the wrong time, way before i know how to express my feelings for people, before i was comfortable enough to be a true man, by doing the simple things like opening doors for you, telling you that you looked pretty when i knew thats what you wanted to hear, call you before bed and let you know how much i care, all those little things that somehow mean so much to girls. kinda sucks you weren’t patient enough to stick around because now im confident things would have worked out amazingly if we both just stuck with it, im not saying i have feelings for you, and im not asking for a second chance, im simply saying that i wonder how things would be right now if we still were together, but what happened was on you and i cant be blamed for it, im done making an effort anymore though because it takes two, anyways you know where to find me, dont be a stranger
