September 2009
1 post
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August 2009
1 post
random rambling that i needed to get out
im sorta starting to wonder what it would have been like if things didnt go wrong and if we still worked out, it kinda sucks because now that i think about it…you met me at the wrong time, way before i know how to express my feelings for people, before i was comfortable enough to be a true man, by doing the simple things like opening doors for you, telling you that you looked pretty when i...
July 2009
21 posts
Fuck emotions and feelings for people, lol this is total SHIT, i seriously just got my hopes up on you =/
i dont think
dkjenks:
jakecollins:
dkjenks:
jakecollins:
what im doing is wrong…its smart to keep my options open still right?
are you talking about girls jake?
ya…im dating a girl but i already see things going downhill with her so ive been kinda “stocking up” on a back up girl =/
but at the same time, its like i really should break up with her because she’s horrible for me but i like what i get out...
Being with you today
was hard, you have a BF and i have a GF, i fell in love with you and you fell out of love with me. my feelings got stronger and you moved on, while im so Glad we can be friends again and have eachother to talk to about our problems it still is hard tho when you say tthat you love me and how you wish we worked yet you dont actually plan on it ever working, i thought i was over you but now i know...
i dont think
dkjenks:
jakecollins:
what im doing is wrong…its smart to keep my options open still right?
are you talking about girls jake?
ya…im dating a girl but i already see things going downhill with her so ive been kinda “stocking up” on a back up girl =/
but at the same time, its like i really should break up with her because she’s horrible for me but i like what i get out...
i dont think
what im doing is wrong…its smart to keep my options open still right?
Wedding+Free booze+looking sexy as fuck in my tux+hot gal’s = one great time ;)
amax:
jakecollins:
so you INTENTIONALLY go to your Ex’s play…go to dinner with them, get a ride home with him. then you guys kiss and you say you didnt kiss back?…yet you just said you guys were talking about how u still have feelings for him…BUT you didnt want to kiss him back and now you feel sick that you did it…hmmm sounds to me like you wanted it, pretty fucked up when ive cut off all ties...
so you INTENTIONALLY go to your Ex’s play…go to dinner with them, get a ride home with him. then you guys kiss and you say you didnt kiss back?…yet you just said you guys were talking about how u still have feelings for him…BUT you didnt want to kiss him back and now you feel sick that you did it…hmmm sounds to me like you wanted it, pretty fucked up when ive cut off...
I used to be commander and chief of my pimp ship flying high,
till i met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
just by reading 3 words my
whole life just got turned upside down, no more moving to missouri, no more college, no more Gf fuck this
Dont you just hate those
Dreams that are so realistic that for the first 5 mins of being awake you still feel the pain and anger that you felt from what happened in that dream, and its even worst when the whole day you are still pissed and hurt over something that never happened in real life but rather in your own minds creation, this isnt fun =/
wow fuck you lauren lol
now i feel stupid, but sooo relieved! i dont know wtf i would do if she did
what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck
wanna know something fucking shitty world? i just found out today my GF has an STD. WOW fuck this to hell! good thing i havnt done anything to get it…but still this is so fucking hard
Because Everyone needs there own theme song ;)
I make them good girls go bad I make them good girls go Good girls go bad I know your type (Your type) You’re daddy’s little girl Just take a bite (One bite) Let me shake up your world ‘Cause just one night couldn’t be so wrong I’m gonna make you lose control She was so shy Till I drove her wild I make them good girls go bad I make them good girls go...
I have all these
People who want me and think im the perfect guy but the one person I WANT wont even give me a second chance because now i look like an asshole to her, FUCK
You
Are Fucking sexy, no doubt about it, cuddling with you is intoxicating
bottle up how you feel towards people for to long...
“You, Are ugly as fuck come to think of it, your a people pleaser. kiss ass, you hop from people to people and gladly throw them away the second you cant gain anymore from them. your ungrateful towards the people who love and do everything for you when they have no reason to do it at all, you make up stories and scenarios to fit the mood, your fucking bat shit crazy, and also…you kinda...
June 2009
16 posts
He wears his heart safety pinned to his backpack His backpack is all that he knows Shot down by strangers Whose glances can cripple The heart and devour the soul
Gunna...
amax:
Go drink myaelf into a coma C= Goodnight
Got enough for one more?..=/
I know
i probabally shouldnt be talking to you because thats not fair for your bf but your to great to pass up.
how
am i expected to fill this hole deep inside of me? no matter what i put in it just leaks out
As
Each day passes by the idea of moving to ausstrailia for a year or so this september for YWAM sounds pretty good, all im doing here is basically slowly killing myself anyways, and there i can show everyone who says that im never gunna amount to anything that in the end ill have done more with my life then they could do with two
I will admit
no matter how much i dont like you, how much you dont like me, no matter how hurtful and lame your excuses were and how mad and stupid they made me act towards you, i still miss the happy parts of it =/ and the fact that theres no such thing as a second chance, sucks
You
Are probabally one of the most sexiest girls i have ever met, how in Gods green earth are we even talking to eachother?
for some reason this always gets me choked up
He said, “Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, The beaten and the damned? He said “Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?” “Because one day I’ll leave you, A phantom to lead you in the summer, To join the black parade.”
Didnt think i would be, but man im actually kinda sad shes not coming over anymore =/
its pretty bad when you dont even trust your supposed bestfriend, but hey thats what you get when you continue to talk and be friends with someone who constantly fucks you over
“This regards to you,
.The person who gave up
.The person Who never felt like making a change for the better
.The person who Said things they never meant
.The person who Did what they did just to get themselfs by for that brief moment in time
.The person who never even gave a second glance to see what they were missing
.The one who Thought they were too good but infact werent good...
We started talking again and now she wants to hangout tomrow, i know this is wrong but what else is coming my way anytime soon thats better?
Days I haven’t seen days Just Solid water Down my face Days I’ve missed so many days In a world that has become an unfamiliar place Now to you, I’m just an unfamiliar face I’m losing myself again You swore you’d be around this time When revelation calls And everything is blown away When revelation calls And everything is blown away Blown Away Will you still be there...
and
I was right, gotta love the fact shit never changes! ;D
FML
“I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me”
Im
Starting to become a selfish Asshole, and keep fucking with girls emotions and that doesnt even scare me the least bit, wow =/ never saw this coming
May 2009
47 posts
I keep
Meeting the right people at the comeplete wrong time, this is starting to become a bit irriatating
Even
Though i hate excuses. at least they make things sound better you know =/
-_-
Jokes over God, now please stop fucking with me
aghh why do i have to choose between the two!
if what i think
is happening on friday happens, i think that makes me a bad person, but at the same time idk it kind makes me like everyone else in the world, getting with two different girls one only hours after the other, doesnt sound that bad does it?
today
i found out why you did what you did, and i must say. thankgod you did it over something small and let me see how weak and pathetic you are before i actually started falling for you completly, you had everyright to not like it and help push me, but to make that your reason for doing that, shows how false your feelings are, im sorry but i dont see any of your shit lasting unless you change and stop...
“I felt like destroying something beautiful”
so
Tumblarity=Gay/retarded/doesnt make sense/uneeded/way of “making things more exciting”/ possibly cool if you do this and ONLY this in life/ and silly
need i say more? ;)
Wow
kaysiegirl:
jakecollins:
so uh…nothing like hearing that the girl you like has a diesease that she could die from…wow =/
?? im so sorry
thanks, oh well though im not gunna let something like that get in the way! =)