JAKE collins

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random rambling that i needed to get out

im sorta starting to wonder what it would have been like if things didnt go wrong and if we still worked out, it kinda sucks because now that i think about it…you met me at the wrong time, way before i know how to express my feelings for people, before i was comfortable enough to be a true man, by doing the simple things like opening doors for you, telling you that you looked pretty when i knew thats what you wanted to hear, call you before bed and let you know how much i care, all those little things that somehow mean so much to girls. kinda sucks you weren’t patient enough to stick around because now im confident things would have worked out amazingly if we both just stuck with it, im not saying i have feelings for you, and im not asking for a second chance, im simply saying that i wonder how things would be right now if we still were together, but what happened was on you and i cant be blamed for it, im done making an effort anymore though because it takes two, anyways you know where to find me, dont be a stranger

Fuck emotions and feelings for people, lol this is total SHIT, i seriously just got my hopes up on you =/

i dont think

dkjenks:

jakecollins:

dkjenks:

jakecollins:

what im doing is wrong…its smart to keep my options open still right?

 are you talking about girls jake?

ya…im dating a girl but i already see things going downhill with her so ive been kinda “stocking up” on a back up girl =/

but at the same time, its like i really should break up with her because she’s horrible for me but i like what i get out of it for now but later i know i want something else

 well all i say about it is, if your looking for options while with someone you dont intend it to last or you dont want it to, so if you do want this to last then dont have options just live it at its fullest and dont worry.

but if you dont think or want it to last then just break it off cause i know i dont know you all that well anymore but i dont think you want to be that kinda guy that just uses girls like puppets on strings.

and if you do want it to last and it doesnt then dont worry about having a girl ready to be with you the next day. its ok to be sad about it, to still miss her, to be single for just a while, that makes us human.

i could be way wrong in everything im saying and if i am im sorry but just trying to help a little cause we used to be really good pals. i hope everything works out bro.

fuck i miss you buddy haha, that actually does really help so thanks, i guess i gotta make a desicion =/

Being with you today

was hard, you have a BF and i have a GF, i fell in love with you and you fell out of love with me. my feelings got stronger and you moved on, while im so Glad we can be friends again and have eachother to talk to about our problems it still is hard tho when you say tthat you love me and how you wish we worked yet you dont actually plan on it ever working, i thought i was over you but now i know that no matter what ill always deep down have feelings for you considering my feelings for you were stronger then any feeling ive ever had for any GF or any crush or hookup =/

cheers to being friends still at least =/

i dont think

dkjenks:

jakecollins:

what im doing is wrong…its smart to keep my options open still right?

 are you talking about girls jake?

ya…im dating a girl but i already see things going downhill with her so ive been kinda “stocking up” on a back up girl =/

but at the same time, its like i really should break up with her because she’s horrible for me but i like what i get out of it for now but later i know i want something else

i dont think

what im doing is wrong…its smart to keep my options open still right?

Wedding+Free booze+looking sexy as fuck in my tux+hot gal’s = one great time ;)

amax:

jakecollins:

so you INTENTIONALLY go to your Ex’s play…go to dinner with them, get a ride home with him. then you guys kiss and you say you didnt kiss back?…yet you just said you guys were talking about how u still have feelings for him…BUT you didnt want to kiss him back and now you feel sick that you did it…hmmm sounds to me like you wanted it, pretty fucked up when ive cut off all ties from all the girls i used to talk to because it made you “uncomfortable” and all the times i could have been the cheater but wasnt because i THOUGHT what we have was important…thats pretty funny, well that goes to show that i was right about everyone in this fucking world being selfish and fucking pathetic

People are one of God’s greatest mistakes buddy. Their terrible.

ya i find that the ones you actually care about turn out to be the worst

so you INTENTIONALLY go to your Ex’s play…go to dinner with them, get a ride home with him. then you guys kiss and you say you didnt kiss back?…yet you just said you guys were talking about how u still have feelings for him…BUT you didnt want to kiss him back and now you feel sick that you did it…hmmm sounds to me like you wanted it, pretty fucked up when ive cut off all ties from all the girls i used to talk to because it made you “uncomfortable” and all the times i could have been the cheater but wasnt because i THOUGHT what we have was important…thats pretty funny, well that goes to show that i was right about everyone in this fucking world being selfish and fucking pathetic